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i'm in california. i'm looking at colleges. i'm going to my sisters figure competition. i'm stuck with my mom and john. i'm OOBERLY bored.
UPDATE! olivier poidevin..my ex boyfriend. past away last sunday =(. i use to post blogs about him..he was the french guy in new york. he died...skateboarding! of all things! SKATEBOARDING!!!!!!!!!!!!! RIP! MARCH 9,2008

i can't help but think of memories. he was the person to introduce me to BOB marley and JIMI hendrix. i was watching an avenged sevenfold video two nights ago cuz it came on tv...i started BAWLING. because he asked me out during their concert. i hate death. he wasn't meant to die.
i've been depressed all week. i think i have a deppression problem or something. i just wanna go home.
i've been kinda with chris vega for over 2 years now. every thursday is our day. except...he has a gf. everytime. we talk about it. i'm the only girl that understands the stuff he does. its pathetic. he thinks i play him like he plays me. he doesnt know that hes the only guy i will like as much as him.
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[02 Jan 2008|01:41pm] |
i got what i wanted...and i dont want to stop.
bring it on
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[19 Dec 2007|09:36pm] |
me and colton are over. i cant believe i let him treat me like that.
still kinda with chris vega...its been a year and a half
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[13 Nov 2007|05:46pm] |
so..i dont write. EVER.
finally got over james like 3 weeks ago when i started seeing colton.
new boyfriend=COLTON ...hes pretty much amazing.
but uhm i keep fucking up with the mom..she found some stuff in my room and read my diary..yeah whatever. i think i've been through everything with her BRING IT ON.
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[10 Aug 2007|10:28pm] |
yeah still grounded...my moms a bitch
me and james are over....believe me it sucks. he dumped me out of the blue. i'm never gunna get trully over him.
i cant wait to be 18 and never look back at all this situation with my mom.
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[24 Jul 2007|08:33am] |
i'm grounded..for idk how long.
had a party at my house and the next morning my brother came to check on the house.. people were passed out everywhere. he told on me.
i dont trust him anymore..cuz all he does is shows my mom pictures of me drinking..tell on me. what a good brother.??
anyways i'm forbidden from seeing james..[he wasnt even there!!!!] but i guess sneakin around is what i gotta do more cuz i cant not see my boyfriend..i have to!!!!!!
james=puppy love. seriously when i'm not with him my stomach aches forever! hes been outta town and i get so sad its unbelievable. i'm gunna be with him for a LONG time. =D
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[26 Jun 2007|01:46pm] |
so i guess finding other vegas are not always a good thing.
i broke up with him cuz he simply sucked at being a bf. i still like him like crazy..and we both agreed of getting back together when we know eachother better.
in the mean time. i like james...everyone wants me to date james. and i just as well might.
life is one word WOAH.
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[19 May 2007|10:42pm] |
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i dont want to hook up with anyone but him...i found my new chris vega =DDD
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[12 May 2007|10:41pm] |
i finally met a boy that broke through the numbness.
hes so amazing but i keep feeling like he still likes his ex whose one of my best friends.
gosh...fdjsljlfksdjkjmc
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[29 Apr 2007|12:34am] |
i've been pretty much numb from any feeling with guys.
like i seriously cant like a guy..i simply dont care
chris vega was the last guy ive ever liked so much. i mean i liked bryan but he was just a good guy..didnt truly like him.
i hook up with guys...but they fall for me. i dont fall for them.
i basically play guys just so i dont get played.
[please dont try this at home]
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[06 Feb 2007|05:26pm] |
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inifinity on high - fob |
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INFINITY ON HIGH fall out boy.
go buy it. every single song is a piece of art. amazing =D
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[04 Feb 2007|08:03pm] |
i'm happy to announce....
I"M TAKEN!
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[30 Jan 2007|05:50pm] |
the other guy is history..he treated me like shit. i didnt deserve that.
SO ALL YOU GUYS OUT THERE TELLING MY BROTHER EVERYTHING ON HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tell him i found a nice boy..who wont be an ass.
hes mormon. varsity football. blonde...blue eyes
NOT MY TYPE!!!!!! but he is sweet....
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[19 Jan 2007|10:35pm] |
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so basically. i went far with him. and i dont regret it. i liked it.. and i dont like him. weird
idk but i already MISSSS my whole big family from oregon. only like 15 came down.. but i had the best time at culettes wedding.. ahhaha i love my cousins that will buy me sex on the beaches. aha
pictures!!
 ( WEDDING )
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[24 Dec 2006|09:35pm] |
i love christmas.
get ready for PRESENTS and family lots and lots of family.
i hate xmas in vegas though.. always wanted a white christmas.
oh well LOVES IT. <3
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